I Remember Everything
Once I had a viewpoint
There was no going down
Hands around his head
And me there watching with emptiness
Jaw dropped and yours being swallowed
I feel as if I am useless
Seeing through your skin
Then I remember everything
My feelings couldn’t have been more obvious
Like the lips you are smothering
Obviously drills the holes in my bones
I give away my own infatuation
To someone who doesn’t care
This sight here I witness makes me weak
Each second stabs me with a knife
Will all my creations fade away?
As I remember everything
This memory will make me shiver
When I remember everything
All my strength will be forgotten
Because I remember everything
My thoughts have all been tortured
I remember everything
I have been completely humiliated
The stars couldn’t seem to care
As they shine in the darkness
There is no light I have to follow
All I do is ask my questions
But a lie is my only answer
I will live in my own illusion
As I remember everything
But I guess we are opposites
As you smile while I’m sad
I’m chained and locked in my mind
But you drag me on the ground
I am less than a metre away
Stared through like I am space
Holding the wall between me and you
As I knock to find no answer
Will all my creations fade away?
As I remember everything
This memory will make me shiver
When I remember everything
All my strength will be forgotten
Because I remember everything
My thoughts have all been tortured
I remember everything
I will dance the rest of the night to sleep
Just to shake the growing pain
I’m hoping the people speak over you
So I can’t hear you in my head
I had a drink to separate my thoughts
To deprive my thoughts off you
Looking back I felt so lonely
Now I remember everything
Just ten minutes is now a memory
That lives only within me
If you cared you would have just said hi
Or at least send a wave
I was suffering with the storm
The calm before was just as worse
Everything is now a memory
In which I will remember everyday
Will all my creations fade away?
As I remember everything
This memory will make me shiver
When I remember everything
All my strength will be forgotten
Because I remember everything
My thoughts have all been tortured
I remember everything
